blurredskylines

 Sitting on the fence and I am loosing my bite. When I lie awake, I lie to myself...     I promise           This time, I won't loose my head Stuck inside a gilded cage Magic is possible Yet whimsy is dead The tables didn't turn  so I flipped them over instead I run it up the flagpole, until I run out of people to salute I'm the martyr, I'm the problem  I picked my battles You should see the ones I didn't pick           I give in... Hero to Zero Burned the haystacks Found the needle I'm a hard to swallow pill; with enough rope to hang myself with Trust me - I tried to be reasoned with The road is endless and my fuse got shorter over time I'm tired of going through it.

 I joined the local library I pay the council tax bill Smoking cigarettes to see  How much time I could take off my student loan Jack of all trades Yet...Master of none I remember faintly It's the way I made me I started passing out on trains  All I hear is "All change! All change!" The girl I am is just fading But I promise I'm okay  I completed CBT!                    (I'm so over burn(t) out) I paid the grocery bill  and the gym membership I burnt the candle at both ends Now watch me come up with excuses to excuse myself Chasing the radiance I lost at 17 I cut a corner, lost the drawing board This place is just another purgatory and I'd promise you anything for another deal of the cards Instead I bite my tongue and choke on it, Should I quit this all or start venting?